The 11th Hour

So this week I find out that my university’s finicial aid isn’t coming through any time soon. So I’m pretty close to leaving school for a semester and coming back (hopefully) in the spring. I’ve applied for loans, but I’ve already been turned down for one. It’s kind of discouraging, especially because I’ll lose so much if I have to leave. I’ve already told the admistrators at the University that I work with that I might have to leave. So I’m going to be busy making preparations if worse comes to worse. It just sucks because I’ll lose my Resident Assistant position for the year and have to re-apply again.

I did lots of crying when I went home this week, because I didn’t even want to think about it. I screamed at a few people and got really upset, but in the end I realized that it’s out of my hands. I really could have done a better job of keeping tabs on this and if anything this experiance serves as a lesson no matter how harsh that lesson might be. I’m trying not to think about only because it would only make me sadder, but I’ll pray wait to see what happens with the loans. Either way like my aunt said I have to be strong there will be a lot more hurddles in my life.

So does any body have $14,000.00 to slide my way? T.T

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