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Emo (-tional state / psyche)
I think, I do understand why people (in general) commit suicide.
There are quite a few moments in life that one can be pushed by external factors or just your own thoughts after your few experiences.

One would think:

• It would be better for everyone / everything
• There is nothing / noone for me
• *Hatred!* I will take everything with me / Do as much damage as I go D:

But I will not self-terminate.
I got some (personal) goals, I want to see achieved.
I’ve made a few promises to a few people, whom are important to me.

Life is not easy.
I will bear whatever life throws at me, even though it might be more than I can take.
I will not just give up.

Pets
Onwards to somewhat happier things D:
It seems that at the 18th of August Shi Chai went missing.
After 4 days we discovered Shi Chai was at the pound.
Number 14, very friendly brought it there D:
Our number is number 2. Number 4 tried to claim it too, claiming to have fed it by giving some milk >_>
Luckily I had made many piccies and it was us that fed him more properly and made him don’t look all scrawny anymore.

So we took number 14′s advice by training him to be more a housecat and keep him inside at least a month.
He’s been inside for 2 weeks. At first when we took him back he seemed very scared, maybe something was done by other people or animals D: He hid much in our 2nd garage, where it was mainly it’s home it seems.
Shi Chai is more playfull and adventurous now Can even climb stairs up and down with it’s bad hind legs ~(°-°~)

Last night we let him out (1 am), he mew-ed lots for it. First thing he does is scratching the outside doormat a lot.
Than he went about into the dark.
My mother locked the door after like 3 am. At 5 am he meowed at the main door.
He’s smart enough to then go a bit around and scratch / pat the big glass, where we’re near, to let him in D:
He know he’s been bad disturbing us so early and fled inside quickly and hid behind the couch in a corner.

Midnight, he’s a good eater, I guess D:
He also likes to dig his own spot and sometimes lies on his back against the ‘hill’

Hua Chai
She’s 9-10 weeks old now. A good and high jumper D:
Can stretch herself pretty long and just about destroyed it’s cage now that we moved her to a closed cage (>O_o)

Restaurant / Work / Belgium
Doing a lot of things all day long D:
To tired to post it all now. I am very needed here.

There are also stupid rules here. Some people want to work longer, but people needs to have a day not working as a rule ( o_O)
Also stuckness with people, that can’t work, 2 weeks D:
Strange employee’s protection.

Netherlands
Basicly house is going to be sold, I might be home once a month and got a year to look for a nice investment.

X111 Chat & Forums
I won’t be in chat much and be moving critical stuff down here with slow slow limited Belgium internet line D:
*Jabs the forums for people to post more* >_>