Memoirs of a Lunatic

College sorted

Ok, the college got confused over the material fees. their sending me out a letter soon and i have until the 22nd to pay it… which is when i get paid so thats all fine and dandy!

Bloody ticket inspector punched a hole in my open return last week… so this week i’m gonna have to fool the ticket inspectors - if i put my ticket in my card holder, and ’strategically’ place something to cover the hole in the corner, i should get away with it… i mean they’re very unlikely to ask me to remove the ticket from its holder O_o

Tried to call my dad today… its been a couple of months. Didn’t get through, i guess he was either out or in bed (he works nights so he sleeps in till late). Its annoying, i can’t call him like now, when i know he’ll be there, because his bitch of a wife always answers the phone… i’m not talking to her after she kicked me out!

Random potatoe!

I got my first Music Technology qualification in the post yesterday I’m now NCFE qualified in music tech! ok its the first basic step, but i’m still pleased… and it may be sad but i brought a frame for it I’m gonna frame all the music tech qualifications i get.
Got another one due to me in September - the NC in music technology. and then next september ND in music technology.

Very much looking forward to the start of the next year now… but i have to sort some things out with the college, as true to form they have cocked up!
I ran into my mate Chris on the way to work the other day - he said he recieved a letter saying he had to pay the £20 material fee for the course by the 17th of August or he wouldn’t be enroled… i didn’t recieve that letter.
Phoned em up, and they’re confused - i paid the first year fee late, on July 10th, and they think that was the second year fee… and today is the deadline and i haven’t paid it! So they’ll have to give me an extention or let me pay during enrolment… i might add that they haven’t told me when enrolment is either @_@

Helpful…

Shes been signed off work for 4 weeks now with ‘Depression’ and now she isn’t going to work for no particular reason… she was meant to go back Monday, and yet she still hasn’t.

I’m sick of looking at her! She mopes about the house all day, doesn’t do anything at all - no cleaning, no studying… fuck, she doesn’t even get out of bed until about 3pm!
Then i get in, she cooks dinner… and asks me to clean the kitchen? “I cooked the dinner!” Lets see, time taken to cook dinner = 20mins. Time taken by myself at work = 4 hours.
If she’d been at home doing house work or something, i wouldn’t have a problem… but she does fucking NOTHING!

And i see where this is all going to end - Shes not going to work, she has no reason, they. are. going. to. sack. her! And how does she think THAT will help with her massive debts!? The £20k of debt she fucking blames on me i might add!

Need to get out of here ¬_¬ Living with her is turning me into a bitter and hateful person… that never used to be me, and i don’t want that to become me.

How rare O_o

Working a till at Marks and Spencers today. This woman kept coming up to me with items of clothing and asking me to price check them… she was convinced EVERYTHING was marked up at the wrong price and she’d find a bargain.
So eventually she finds a few things at bargain prices and buys them… she thanks me and tells me how wonderful and helpful i’ve been.
She turns to leave, then looks back at me and says “You’re like a little santa” then leaves.

…someone give me a clue? :P I have a small brown goatie, and i’m not fat O_o

NESTOCK!

Just got the email from my tutor - The music festival i proposed will be going ahead! Me Chris and James will be organizing the thing… my God, we have so much work to do! But at least we know its happening now… this is going to be one fucking awesome second year at college! And how brilliant does it look on a CV? “Organized a festival during second year at college!”

Gotta get working on an inventory list to start with… so the three of us will need to meet up at some point to list down everything we’re going to need… then we’ll have to go off, search for prices and companies, then bring our lists together and figure out the best suppliers.

While i remember *Sets alarm for tomorrow morning*

Sequencing time!

One of those moments of creativity… i have the workings of a song in my head, lyrics too this time! Just need to get writing and get sequencing… although i don’t think Cubase drums will suffice. I suppose its something i could re-record at college with mates if i get the time!

Was meant to be going to Sara’s today… but i got up, put on the dryer to dry my jeans… and guess what? Another thing i’m not allowed to do.
Apparently its lunacy to be drying jeans in the machine on a hot summers day like this!!! *Looks outside* Its cold, its damp, and it sure as hell looks like its going to rain… cloths take a good 2-3 days to dry in this kind of weather, and thats if it doesn’t rain!

Welcome home!

One of these days i’m not gonna bother coming home… instead i’m gonna throw myself in front of a damned bus. Know why? Because the cold metal face of a bus will be far more welcoming than the welcome i get every time i worked through the door of this damned house.

I’ve had a long day at work, so the last thing i want is grief about nothing when i get in… Its been fucking years since i heard “Oh hi, hows your day been?” …actually i tell a lie - It does happen on occasion, but when it does i look at her and ponder whether shes drunk, because its that rare.
Sadder still? She usually is when i get that greeting!

I fucking hate my mother… if i were financial able i’d be out of here in a flash, because i sure don’t need that kind of crap every day!