Memoirs of a Lunatic

Falling apart

October 18, 2006 on 6:20 pm | In Asylum |

Nothings going too great at the moment to be honest. I’m not doing well with getting a job, i now have no money, i’m stressed out a lot and as a result of the stress i’m not going into college very often… i’ve had to write em a letter explaining that i’m struggling, else i’ll end up getting kicked off the course… heh, daft really considering i’m their best student.

I just need to relax and get my confidence back… its hard though, people just keep knocking me down all the bloody time. I don’t need that shit… i mean i’ve gotten to the point where i get worked up really easily, like the other day in the car… i got worked up and drove like i’d never been in a car!

I want next year to come round asap… sounds stupid but even with the stress of starting uni, moving and having to budget, i just know i’ll be less stressed out than i am now… probably getting away from my mother is the main issue.