Memoirs of a Lunatic

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January 6, 2007 on 6:50 pm | In Asylum | 1 Comment

Thursday was just plainly horrible. I don’t know how i managed to stand there for so long without breaking down… lord knows plenty of others couldn’t. If it had been someone old you could comprehend it, and say they had a good run at life… but putting a 20yr old into the ground just isn’t right.
His poor mum… i can only imagine how dreadful that was for her, seeing her son grow up, get a good job, a girlfriend and starting to look for his own place, then hes suddenly just gone.

It makes you think a lot… he was the same age as me. I don’t keep myself as fit as he did… i wouldn’t want to put my family and friends through that kind of trauma.
Been thinking about what i value in life. Its time for me to just make sure things happen, or it could be me in a box with nothing to show for it all.

This truely has to be the worst start to a new year ever… doesn’t look like things will get too much better either. My aunty is ill with cancer, and all anyone can do is keep her in our thoughts.