Memoirs of a Lunatic

Great…

March 20, 2007 on 10:30 pm | In Asylum |

The time i booked for the studio… no good.
Sam (rhythm guitar) will be on holiday for most of April, and Markos (lead guitar) can’t go to the studio during college time cos he has exams coming up soon…. my only hope is that i can get us in at work for the easter holidays… I’ve sent my boss an email explaining that, so hopefully the time will be available.

If not…I’m boned.

Oh, and my tutor sent me an email (i emailed him with the proposal for my project) He basically said i can’t take all this time off college due to being broke, and i should get another job, and that because i’ve taken all this time off i can’t book 2 days studio time for straight after the holidays.
He then sent me another email saying he understands how hard it is but i should try (like i haven’t tried finding another job!) and i should phone him to sort things out… which i will do.

…Why do things always end up getting fucked up for me.

Oh, and lets make things worse… just been rehearsing with my band and sorting out song structures and such (something i regard as part of my course seeing as we’ve got to record this for my project) Finished, went and had a beer with the guys afterwards. Felt a lot more relaxed… when i went out i was all pent up and stressed out.
I get home to, as usual, a pissed off mother storming around the house and pissing off everyone.

I. am. sick. of. this!

Everytime i go out and relax, or go out and have a good time, i get home and she ruins it for me! Instead of going to sleep thinking what a good day its been, i go to sleep wishing i wasn’t here! I should just stop fucking coming home!

So, now i’m pissed off again, and feeling quite panicy!