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LaTale - It kick’s maple story’s Ass

August 21st, 2008. Published under LaTale, MMOs. No Comments.

And it kicks it hard.

Best cute 2d side scrolling mmo _ever_. I hate maplestory but..i promised a friend id play with them playing LaTale once it went OBT, and it looked similar to MapleStory, so first impression, not impressed, turned off.. >.>; But as i jumped on to gank my name before anyone else would gank it. ‘Tonks’. Played a little bit and was warming up to it. I love the look of the characters and how cool you can make them look and how visible their pixel clothing where compared to MS. LaTale characters dwarf MS characters. Right off the bat i start seeing progression. jumping around sitting on my little broom–er staff as i zoom across the map with cutesy anime music playing in the background. As much as i hated MS this game is kick it’s ass over and over. MS fans won’t be happy, they even saw Mabinogi (3d cellshaded mmo, that was nothing like MS, but had fashion clothing, but these clothes are available only with in game gold, so no cash shop clothes there hehe) as a threat lawl. Anyways, me and samsam agree that this game will eat our monies x3;;… hehe

-Random-nonrelated-
tch. Blacklisted x3 nao go away pl0x! lulz

Sidenote: Figure out why the npcs and mobs are not working on my server…

That’s sad.

August 21st, 2008. Published under Rantage. 1 Comment.

My mom asked me the day before yesterday what i wanted to get grandma for her birthday. I didn’t really know what grandma would want or would need. Next day my mom tells me that aunt nancy is going to try and get grandma a new diamond necklace, since hers was stolen….when that fucktard broke into her house and took her big change jar and went though her drawers looking for valuables… (I’m still very upset about this even months after this happening)… Anyways my mom told her she would chip in too and then when i went up to make some mac and cheese (Felt like having something different from eating ramen noodles all the time.), she asked me if i wanted to chip in 20 dollars, and on the inside i sighed selfishly, but said yea. Because there goes 20 for potential game points. She then told me that she would call aunt nancy and tell her im chipping in too. My aunt was surprised i chipped in because apparently i’m the only grandchild to have chipped in, no one else did either. >:/ That’s just sad. I mean come on!….20$ isn’t that much to chip in!… It’s not like asking for 50 or 100$… Just pisses me off… Their loss, more brownie points for me i suppose… <.<

Then what the fuck do i have sir?

August 19th, 2008. Published under Randomness. 3 Comments.

I was told it was NOT possible for me to have this because it is so severe that i would die from it and unless i died sometime after this post. Bull shit.

BUT! My fucking symptoms match up with several of these medial websites.

Symptoms often begin suddenly, and may occur during rest or sleep. They can include:

* Abnormal breathing movement
o Restricting chest wall motion when breathing to protect against pain
o Splinting — bending over or holding the chest to protect against pain
* Cough
* Rapid respiratory rate
* Shortness of breath
* Sudden chest pain or chest tightness
o Breathing or coughing makes pain worse
o Chest pain may be dull, sharp, or stabbing

Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the space between the lungs and the chest that “collapses” the lung and prevents it from inflating completely.

here are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax:

* Primary spontaneous pneumothorax
* Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax

Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It occurs most often in tall, thin, young people.

Sometimes people have a family history of this problem. People who have had one spontaneous pneumothorax are at higher risk of the same thing (on the same side or the other side) occurring again.

Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people who have underlying lung disease.

To which i don’t have any sort of lung disease. Nor am i suffering from Pneumonia.

“collection of air or gas in the space between the lungs and the chest that “collapses” the lung and prevents it from inflating completely.” This right here is what makes it seem very plausible that i have this. Because it hurts when i in hail sometimes when i have these spontaneous episodes. It this seems very close, and very possible that my left lung is somewhat collapsed, but i’m still alive. Mind you i know very well if both lungs collapse, then your dead as a fucking door nail.

I’m no medical expert, but im smart enough to diagnose myself when seeing all these text books and all the possible things it could be, but my symptoms match up, and if its not primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Then you tell me what the fuck i have. (I’m dumb as a fucking door nail durdurdur…)

And guess what i’m still having an episode, same as yesterday’s and i still cannot sleep on my fucking sides, left or right, cause it hurts like hell. I’m cranky as hell that i cannot rest peacefully and restfully like normal. I cannot sleep on my sides when i want to just curl up and rest, but i fucking can’t! Also if something is really funny, it really hurts to laugh. And i cannot quite search that, or i’ll get the wrong subjects. If this continues i’m going to have to go to the doctor and hope not to freak my mom out so bad. Maybe get them to do a MRI scan and have a big ol’ day. (More wasted money we barely have) This way we can see what my left lung is up to.

The objective of treatment is to remove the air from around the lungs, allowing the lung to re-expand. Small lung collapses may get better without any treatment.

Maybe i’m having a small left lung collapses? So i have ‘Small Spontanious Pneumothorax’? Still not possible? You tell me.

I’m still aware this is serious, but for now and the other several times i’ve had this, i still do not feel life threatened. But if it becomes severe enough to warrent me to tell my mom “I think i need to go see a doctor, i think my left lung has completely collapsed and it really hurts to breathe”. Then thats when i’ll goto the hospital, and one day i will certainly be going there because of that. I will not what so ever be surprised if one day this gets 50% collapsed and lands me in the hospital. I even check out a community of others who suffer from this, and it all matches up. Im tall and thin. I have the same pains and symptoms.

Why can’t this be it? Right when i think i have found what i might be suffering from all these years. I’m soon told “Not possible”. I’m sure this has to be some form of it! I’ve never had a full 50% collapse and i’m guess i’m lucky for that, but small collapses over the year. Infact when we have the money i think i might go to the doctor for a check up and tell him all this that get randomly and as if it is possible to suffer from this.

I’m sorry, im just cranky, tired and miffed that all my research into finding out what i could have w/o having to pay out the nose for MRI scan to find out what i am suffering from and what i have been suffering from, from the past years, to be not a possiblity. =_=””