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My feets hurt.

With sandals of doom, now that we’ve finally got a bit of sun. Thought for a minute there we’d have snow around Easter =P

Speaking of which, it’s chocolate time! I’ve got 2 chocolate oranges and 3 easter eggs to eat which will be very useful since I’m back in the house of studenty talk-for-5-hours-ness and I really can’t afford that.

…I can’t really afford the time to blog, but I’ve only just sorted out the comp so I want a bit of breathing time. Hopefully my ps2’s survived the journey home and back since it’s quite old now. Not that I should be playing FF12 at the moment.

Shadow Hearts 3 (to the New World) is actually coming out in Europe (hurrah!) but I’ve lost Shadow Hearts 2. It’s not with me, and it’s nowhere at home. I might be able to pick it up for like £8 but I don’t want to.  I could if I managed to only spend £20 or so in a week, but I need to make up for Easter egg-ness and travelling to pubs to get smoked at while drinking tap water =P So after spending £20 a week instead of £50 a week for… all the weeks I have left, I probably still won’t break even with xmas and bdays and so on and so forth.

That’s just harsh. But I can’t nag and say “OMG stop looking at that car it costs more than most houses!” and then go out and by a bunch of games. Not new anyway. Even though this particular year, it’s technically still my money, not ‘ours’ =P *is not digging for an excuse to buy ZOMGNEWGAMEZ!*

Also, I said “we want to be in Aldershot early to get jobs” and my mam just laughed at me. That pissed me off SO much because last year I spent the first few weeks of summer revising for my A levels so the GSCE students got there first; and my mam said “Well if you hadn’t spent your entire study leave with Paul”

Gee, that’s interesting, since when I was on study leave, Paul was still at college so I couldn’t have been spending more time with him. Just trying to find a goddamn scapegoat and I won’t fucking have it.

And this year, I’ve either got to stay in aldershot the first few weeks to find a flat for next year and miss job opportunities, or I’ve got to go home, get job, then have parents attacking me for having to travel up there. Yay for last summer all over again!

…And I’ve got myself into a bad mood again; But it seriously fucks me off when I say “I’m going to look for a job” and am all focused and all, and then she just goes “Pah, no you won’t”. Because I didn’t go out with my CVs in Aldershot before, or out of all my attempts, get one phonecall back which was for fulltime work anyway. And what am I supposed to do now? “Oh, yeah I’d like employment for 1 and a half months thanks”

If I wasn’t planning on getting a job, I wouldn’t be moving in early and paying an extra months rent, but guess what? I am!

I have work to do and now I’m in a bad mood ¬_¬

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