I Am The Songstress

I find myself in a strange mood today.  I’m not sure exactly why….but I have an idea.  Things keep happening all around me.  Not to me, but to people I know here…and to friends and family that are all far away.  I know that things don’t always stay the same.  Changes are good and I wonder….if I should be doing something more.

I have a small dream.  I’m not even sure if I can really call it a dream yet.  Over the past few years, I’ve had several people ask if I teach music.  I do not…but…I’ve been asked, will you?  I don’t know.  I know enough about music.  I can easily say with no hesitation that music is my passion in life.  I’ve studied for years…..  Is that enough to teach though?  There’s so many questions I have.  I do hate my job and I would love to teach piano from my own home.  So, why am I holding back?  I just wonder if I could really meet the expectations of an instructor….

I guess I need to do some more thinking on that one…..also, I had been planning on dropping off the Internet for the most part.  I just feel I’m wasting almost too much time.   I’m sure I’ll keep up on my blog for a bit.  If and when it’s considered “legally dead”,  go ahead and erase it….if I don’t do that myself first ^_~

The Honeymoon was more then fantastic!  I had a great time aside from getting a mild sunburn.  :P  I put up all the pics on my myspace page  ~ myspace.com/vampiric_pixi

We spent a lot of time driving around to enjoy the landscape and playing at the beach.  We also spent a day up at Mt. Haleakala.  We of course went to a super cool luau.  It’s nice to be home, but I wish we could have stayed longer.