Almost a month. It’s been a while, to say the least. So, where have I been? Wait, that’s a stupid question. I’ve been busy with real life, real life problems and stuff. Work, friends and confusing relationships. As usual I’m broke, as usual I’m confused, as usual IÂ refrain from doing things I need to do.
I have been spending a lot ofÂ timeÂ with a certain somebody, but the general feeling that we are to muchÂ friends to be anything else is always present, andÂ she sometimesÂ confuses me to no end. I have also started to talk to someoneÂ I thoughtÂ I didn’t like anymore, and that makes me glad, because I have actually missed her somewhat, as a friend that is.Â I have rekindled some old friendships,Â whichÂ feels great because we rarely have timeÂ these days to see each other. And I haveÂ lost contact with some other old friends,Â and realised that we really don’t have anything in common anymore.
I turn 21 in about a month and a half. Somehow I feel old, likeÂ I have already reached my peak. Which is pure bullshit, but I guess that’s a common feeling for people like us in their early twenties. What the fuck are we supposedÂ to do? The world is so big, and we are so small, and we don’t really know anything. Nothing at all.
We Are Here.Â Â