The Symphony to Oblivion

within the depths of loneliness comes a newborn shadow.

Yes, I know that it has probably been a while since I last blogged (and I still need to finish my last entry) .. but I should go out in saying that the Shadow that everyone got to know within these last four years (and counting) .. to say goodbye to it and hello to a new shadow. Now, throughout these past 4 years of being a member of X111.com (among other forums) I have learned a lot in life like being acceptable to others in times of need, or maybe it’s the friendliness that I possess now. whatever is the case. it’s really awesome to see many open-minded people out in the lands of the net who are willing to help with problems we can’t deal with on our own.

As I look back to when I first started coming to the net and more particularly x111.com, I was a young shadow roaming about with no sense of direction and often got so lost to the point of breaking down. As years go by I began to see more people and join communities out there which appeal (some still do). So then I start making friends with some of these people, and that is where x111.com comes in. Now, I did join a then-living community by the name of LunarEB. but it recently went away somewhere to the point of no existence. going back to X111, I have found the best of friends I can always talk to about things. and I have met some AWESOME people there, and I’m really glad to still be here since appearing in 2002.

Fast forwarding to the present, August of 2006 .. A LOT has happened. I am now 20 years old (21 in Dec.), I’m a student at a technical school, and I am a lot more open than I was when I first appeared here 4 years back. I now visit a lot of communities online, making my friend count a lot higher than I expected. Enter AR, my music life, 1st nephew is born (now at 6 months), and many other things I cannot seem to mention at this point in time. But thanks to the many things I have discussed with everyone, be it private or open chat, I have better control on how I should handle myself and many things out there.

people I would love to thank (yes, I’m cheesy)

everyone at X-camp for understanding my feelings towards certain things and always helping when possible.

Ryuji - meeting you at AX was awesome; I’ll never forget that weekend.

Saga No Baka - for being a really awesome friend and understanding how I feel about people at times.

PReaCHeR - upstanding me in every way possible.

Ikawa - much like my friend PReaCHeR, this guy understands everything about me and has helped me tremendously in my times of need. For all that he has done and discussed with me, I truly love him for it.

LegendKiller - a friend of mine I got to know recently. I, too, have shared thoughts with him and such. he’s a good listener and helps out whenever he can.

Zoltrioundz - you know your reasons ..

and to everyone I forgot to mention, I apologize … but I wouldn’t want to make the list REALLY big.
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And as a little note for all …. thanks for everything. I really do enjoy being with you all.

The newborn shadow within will soon replace the child that once roamed about. let’s just hope I survive the transition…