The Symphony to Oblivion

Zangai; Ruins …

np :: Buck Tick - Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE (2003) - 03 - Zangai

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Well now, the unthinkable has happened, apparently o___o

First off, I am alone once more. Things happened so suddenly and were way beyond my grasp. I guess he and his parents had to move back up to Nor.cal to take care of something, I guess … and it left me in ruins (hence the song and blog title). All I can remember is going home and crying myself to sleep at 2:30 in the morning the other night when I heard the news earlier that night. But you know what? Shit happens for a reason I guess. And even though I’m still trying to get over the fact that he’s gone …. I’m still moving on, for I’m not the young shadow I once was.

Although ….. all of a sudden I feel so weird again. My guy might be gone (though not permanently, I hope) .. but I have someone who’s been a friend for the past month or so. And oddly enough, he has the same name, shares (most) of the same traits .. and other stuff >.>

Now … BEFORE anyone starts making any assumptions, I don’t plan on getting as close to him as I did with my guy, even though we’re like close friends now. He’s a cool guy though.

Ruins, Ruins Ruins …. oh, how fun it is to be in them all the time >.>