Archive for the 'Random Happenings' Category
June 4th, 2008 by Shades
well, I know it’s been a couple months since my last blog entry … but Dragon627 told me i should start blogging again <.< so yeah, I’ll give you guys an inside view as to what’s been going on these past 3 months.
life in general has been happening >.> bought the latest Helloween CD “Gambling With the Devil” a few weeks ago and am listening to it a lot. such awesome music.
I attended FAnime, an anime convention in San Jose, CA that goes through Memorial Day weekend. had a blast. I got my psp modded, which I am really stoked about. I can finally throw my old PSX away D: … I met with some of my newest friends in Livermore, which is a really awesome place to have friends. Also throughout the convention, I finally got the chance to meet one of my buddies that used to frequent AnimeOST forums and IRC. Yeah, LegendKiller is awesome =)
And just the other day … I got Final Fantasy VIII to run on my CFW psp, though it crashes on some occasions, which is a real bummer. but hey, at least it runs, right? :3
here is a screenshot of FFVIII running on the psp:
Squall Leonhart conversing with Headmaster Cid Kramer
other than what was mentioned above, nothing else has been going on really. ~ off to play more Final Fantasy VIII~!
March 26th, 2008 by Shades
January 27th, 2008 by Shades
well, I think this is my first blog of 2008 D: so here goes nothin’ …
I haven’t been up to much other than saving up to go to Conventions *eyes Phix* as well as being busy with work and school. Although, the last convention I went to, AnimeLA 4, was filled with awesomeness.
Things to look forward to this year ::
1. The launch of my 2-year-delayed project D:
2. Gigantour 2008
3. Going to lots of Conventions
4. Owning everyone on Super Smash Bros. Brawl next month upon its release 
:P
……and many more things in which I am too lazy to list right now.
Off to play more of Guilty Gear: Accent Core for the Wii 
Lat0rz! >:3!
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now playing ::
Artist: Megadeth
Album: Hidden Treasures EP
Song: Diadems
December 23rd, 2007 by Shades
*plays Final Fantasy Fanfare* ……
woot at finally being 22 years old as of 12-23-07 :3
*throws confetti about and runs away into the shadows*
December 1st, 2007 by Shades
np :: Buck Tick - Six/Nine (1995) - 04 - KODOU
well, nothing to report other than being alive … I guess. I just don’t feel the same after what went on last night, although it wasn’t anything bad.
Thankfully nothing went on between us to to the point in making it the final time we’d be together. And I am sure that I might have mentioned this in my previous entry … but now that I have him in my life as one of my only friends, I’m as happy as can be.
What really sucks is that I basically gave my life saying what I did last night, leaving me with a very slim chance at thinking of what was going to go on from there …
Am I forcing myself to become a different person than I was many years ago? Maybe. Only time will tell when it is indeed time.
[a note about the song :: Even if you aren't a fan of Buck Tick, I highly advise you give the song a listen for the emotion that revolves within]
November 30th, 2007 by Shades
np :: Buck Tick - Tenshi no Revolver (2007) - 06 - CREAM SODA
Kuruisou da … Kuruisou da …
Well … tonight was cool yet awkward. Today I’ve been wanting to take my friend out to dinner with me so that we could also hang out and such. As he came to my place, we played a bit of Melty Blood: Act Cadenza on my comp before heading out to dinner. Needless to say, I got whooped like 80% of the time, hehe …. but it was very fun nonetheless. As we got to where we were going to have dinner, we both just start talking about things even I can’t seem to remember at this point. After having a very delicious dinner, though, I pull out a note of what I wanted to say to him, and pretended to read it .. until he almost took it from me, did I toss it to him for him to read.
So he does read it, and before he says anything, I told him to stay quiet about it, because I was sure on what he was going to say about it. So then I thank him for being a really cool friend, and that I really do appreciate all the times we hang out and stuff. After we’re finished paying and everything (we tipped the guy with the remaining change from our bill; which I felt was needed considering how awesome he is), we head on over to my truck to talk a bit more of what went on between the other Trevor I’m sure you all knew about, and myself.
At that point I was about to go crazy, as I did not know how to say what I wanted to say … and almost started crying just talking about it with him … But you know, this guy is extremely awesome, because he’s so understanding and it makes me very happy just being around him now. Letting out all my problems from the last few months in front of him made me feel so much better, and I am really glad for that.
November 24th, 2007 by Shades
should we really care?
the end is finally here … god have mercy!
np :: Megadeth - Countdown to Extinction (1992) - 12 - Ashes In Your Mouth
Well, nice change of music, eh? Anyway, today hasn’t been so bad. I FINALLY had some time to clean my room and such, so I decided to do so so I can be proud of myself and reward myself with some …. PIZZA!! :3
I’m here at home, unfortunately, though …. since I wasn’t able to go to Las Vegas this weekend like I had hoped to. Dad started not feeling too well, so we all decided to not go until sometime next year (yay!)
Now I’m just waiting for a friend to get off work and to call me and go get something to eat … ’cause I’m starved! ^__^x
*disappears into the night like always*
November 23rd, 2007 by Shades
np :: Buck Tick - Six/Nine (1995) - 12 - KICK (The Man Who Kicks The Ground)
Well, I hope everyone had a very good Thanksgiving because I sure did! 
but just the week’s been crappy …. I don’t know why… -___- Ah well, time to go drums to s’more Buck Tick *disappears*
November 20th, 2007 by Shades
np :: Buck Tick - Six/Nine (1995) - 04 - Kodou (Heartbeat)
Whee, time for yet another update. Tuesday night here in sunny (yeah, right <.<) so.cal … not doing much other than playing Super Mario Galaxy, which is REALLY fun, and I’m really looking forward to the weekend as I will be in Las Vegas this coming Saturday and Sunday. Also, I’ll be entering my last quarter in school before I get my Associates Degree in Drafting which is really awesome.
My B-day/LAN party is next month, which is something I can’t wait for, especially since I’ll be sure to invite some of my newest friends to attend. ^^;
For a while now, I’d had this strange feeling running through me ever since a certain incident happened several weeks ago.. but it has recently made its way back ever since I started hanging out with one of my newest friends that i’ve known for a couple of months now. What does it mean …. no one knows … but I hope I find the answer to it soon.
November 8th, 2007 by Shades
np :: Buck Tick - Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE (2003) - 03 - Zangai
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Well now, the unthinkable has happened, apparently o___o
First off, I am alone once more. Things happened so suddenly and were way beyond my grasp. I guess he and his parents had to move back up to Nor.cal to take care of something, I guess … and it left me in ruins (hence the song and blog title). All I can remember is going home and crying myself to sleep at 2:30 in the morning the other night when I heard the news earlier that night. But you know what? Shit happens for a reason I guess. And even though I’m still trying to get over the fact that he’s gone …. I’m still moving on, for I’m not the young shadow I once was.
Although ….. all of a sudden I feel so weird again. My guy might be gone (though not permanently, I hope) .. but I have someone who’s been a friend for the past month or so. And oddly enough, he has the same name, shares (most) of the same traits .. and other stuff >.>
Now … BEFORE anyone starts making any assumptions, I don’t plan on getting as close to him as I did with my guy, even though we’re like close friends now. He’s a cool guy though.
Ruins, Ruins Ruins …. oh, how fun it is to be in them all the time >.>