In Oblivion we must dwell
You will pay for denying our destiny

No longer will we lie under your command
Betrayal became the final draw…. so prepare to face the prophecy of destruction!

Oppression, anger, sadness …
Rebellion marching on to defeat this madness

No longer will we obey the master
No World Order ruling us all.

seize the madness, burn the heathens.
regain our lives, it’s a must…

Children of the night, rebellion calls us home

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this isn’t a lyrical piece … I was just expressing myself over what has gone on earlier this week. <.<

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A reflection in the shadows
Is it just an illusion?
For you are the one I seek
Holding you close, I can’t breathe

Dance in the rain, fly away
rotting away, leaving everything behind

Please let me be by your side…

Let’s sing and spread the love to the ends of time
show me the meaning of living in this world
Be there always …. within me

Tonight, I wonder if I could be gentle …
pulling you closer like threads on a web
Is love like this wrong? Does it hurt?

Becoming one with darkness
sacrifice mingling with blood
Let’s make a toast
to your dreams … to your darkness …

Until your tears dry up
… goodbye

life in general has been happening >.> bought the latest Helloween CD “Gambling With the Devil” a few weeks ago and am listening to it a lot. such awesome music.

I attended FAnime, an anime convention in San Jose, CA that goes through Memorial Day weekend. had a blast. I got my psp modded, which I am really stoked about. I can finally throw my old PSX away D: … I met with some of my newest friends in Livermore, which is a really awesome place to have friends. Also throughout the convention, I finally got the chance to meet one of my buddies that used to frequent AnimeOST forums and IRC. Yeah, LegendKiller is awesome =)

And just the other day … I got Final Fantasy VIII to run on my CFW psp, though it crashes on some occasions, which is a real bummer. but hey, at least it runs, right? :3

here is a screenshot of FFVIII running on the psp:

Squall Leonhart conversing with Headmaster Cid Kramer

other than what was mentioned above, nothing else has been going on really. ~ off to play more Final Fantasy VIII~!

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Beneath these waves, the lovers embrace
dancing to the symphony of everlasting life…
hold on to me as I become an angel of flames

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promise me to never leave this world
so long as we remain each other’s for eternity
for the flowers of peace will continue to guide us ‘til death
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Promise me you’ll become an angel of flames, too …

Well, just when I thought it was all over … it’s come back to haunt me once more. Memories of what happened back in November began to resurface once again and has reached the point to where my emotions have become crippled. Why ….. tell me why do all these things always have to happen to me!? What the fuck am I being done to in order to deserve this ….

I never did anything to you so just get the hell out of my head and leave me alone, damn it! …
To battle my mind is a must, I know … but just how am I going to do that? I just hope I don’t hurt myself in the process….

I haven’t been up to much other than saving up to go to Conventions *eyes Phix* as well as being busy with work and school. Although, the last convention I went to, AnimeLA 4, was filled with awesomeness.

Things to look forward to this year ::
1. The launch of my 2-year-delayed project D:
2. Gigantour 2008
3. Going to lots of Conventions
4. Owning everyone on Super Smash Bros.  Brawl next month upon its release :P
……and many more things in which I am too lazy to list right now.

Off to play more of Guilty Gear: Accent Core for the Wii

Lat0rz! >:3!

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now playing ::
Artist: Megadeth
Album: Hidden Treasures EP
Song: Diadems

woot at finally being 22 years old as of 12-23-07 :3

*throws confetti about and runs away into the shadows*

I just want to wrap my arms all around you .. but you feel so far away. Wishing we could be together, but the thought of us breaking up would kill me in an instant.

Living in a world surrounded by depression and agony, I thought I had nothing left … until the day I met you, apparently. From that day on, everything surrounding me revolved into the most precious things I can ever hold .. my friendship with someone like you.

Igniting the fuel within my heart, I was able to see everyone smile and finally understand my reason for living.

Knowing this, I’m not alone anymore

This long distance call I hear
it sooths me when I listen to you speak
keeping me alive until my day of passing …

I love you, there’s nothing more to say

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just something random that was running through my head while drowning in depression again tonight … *sigh* I hate when things come back to haunt me.

well, nothing to report other than being alive … I guess. I just don’t feel the same after what went on last night, although it wasn’t anything bad.

Thankfully nothing went on between us to to the point in making it the final time we’d be together. And I am sure that I might have mentioned this in my previous entry … but now that I have him in my life as one of my only friends, I’m as happy as can be.

What really sucks is that I basically gave my life saying what I did last night, leaving me with a very slim chance at thinking of what was going to go on from there …

Am I forcing myself to become a different person than I was many years ago? Maybe. Only time will tell when it is indeed time.

[a note about the song :: Even if you aren't a fan of Buck Tick, I highly advise you give the song a listen for the emotion that revolves within]