Life’s funny and downright frustrating like that.

Who would have ever thought that so much inconvinice, pain, anger, sadness and fear could be all a smokescreen to such a small but potient truth?

Granted many truths and acceptances must be realized and contimplated to come to the point. Many of them harsh, cold, scary and painful truths. Some may break one’s perception of the world and the self and the ‘me’ of one’s self.

The self and ‘me’ being two seprate entites. The ‘me’ being the collections of emotions and memories associated with the emotions. And the self being the container for those memories and emotions. There can and are many contianers within the self. Memories and emotions grouped together both consious and sub-consiously by links of emotion.

The ‘me’ is a fragile entity and can break very easily for any number of reasons, based on the person’s experiences and rendering of those expirences. To keep this from happening, the ‘me’ seperates the overwhelming emotions and memories into the containers of self. Over time, the ‘me’ continously dumps the memories and emotions into the container of self. The containers become each their own ‘me’ and fight for control of the mind.

When this happens, people begin to block things out and hold onto false hopes and reasonings. The ‘me’s ultimately become distant, each becomeing very intense and volitile. When this happens, people make errors and hurt others in different ways. But most of all they make the chasum as it were even larger.

The cure? Realizeing that thease are all part of the self and not different ‘me’s. Also realizeing that errors were made and learning to live with said errors is to accept that they were committed in the first place

This is only a cure if the person allows themselves to be human. To know that they will make mistakes. But, not to let the mistakes take over them by not dealing with them.

All that haystack for one little needle? Yes, it’s called being Human.