Diary Of Dreams - One of 18 Angels

One of 18 Angels

01. Rumous About Angels
02. Butterfly:dance!
03. Mankind
04. Winter Souls
05. No-body Left To Blame
06. Chemicals
07. Babylon
08. Colorblind
09. People Watcher
10. Darker
11. Dead Souls Dreaming

Rumous About Angels

I will plaster all you mortals with my dominating guts
I will torment revelations - I did never ask for much
I will taste the detonation while the geminis go wild
I’ll absorb the human sigh, eradicate your dormant lie

Does it suck your breasts for milk, golden honey, dressed in silk

Does it feel your patient care in your dreadful glassy stare
or does it feel your true emotions in its scars and bruises burn
Do you really think your lies will tear open cloudy skies?

Feel my fingers in your wound while my eyes ascend the gloom
Questions wasting all my time - I see your eyes detesting mine
Sick of a life you never had, e.dead.motion, you look so sad
I could care less if I’d like - I let you go into the night

Is my ignorance my fate, or is my love distorted hate

Is deliverance my mate or am I sleeping while awake
Is this place that we call home adorned by devastating foam
Am I mortal, am I god - Am I brighter than you thought?

I will never beg for mercy - I will never kiss your feet
I will never ask forgiveness and all of that I want to keep!
I will guide the blind in darkness though I cannot see myself
I will whisper in a deaf ear while I know you cannot speak

and I hear rumours about angels

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Butterfly:dance!

Is this your true world definition?
you cannot help, where help is not wanted!
You cannot escape from your reality
Give me more of your salvation

Hello? …are you listening to me?

Hello? …why don’t you speak a word to me?

I tried to see you in my future
I tried to find you in my past

Let me feel your recognition
I can taste the way you look
I guess it was the right decision!
My thoughts are my bible, that’s by what I live

You live your life between these worlds
Color twists around your body
You and I got lost in rainbows
Our dreams were never made to last

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Mankind

Survive!

Mankind is suffering a severe instability
My friend you know, I swear, this was never written
We are not alone, but we are left by ourselves
We thirst for water, we hunger for a bite to eat

What is this faith for?
…if there is nothing to believe in?
What is this world for?
…if there is nothing to adore?

I can feel the warmth of the dying sun upon my face
I can see the bloody circle diving into the horizon
Deeply in love with the gloom disappearing
to leave me on my own
What is it that I can do to make this moment last forever?

For mankind! - This is mankind!
Mankind! - This is mankind!

What is this world without you in it,
without you giving it its colors?
What is that feeling
that conquers me once you are gone,
I feel forgotten!
How can I be so naive,
so ignorant to think you really care!
Watching the world around me change its ugly faces,
yes this is mankind!

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Winter Souls

I would not dare to blame you
I wouldn’t dare too much
I only ask for pity
So these faces feel your touch…

…upon their skin

My eyes see many faces
Many faces made of stone
I figure they are angels
All neglected by your throne

Deserted as lifeform
Between heaven, between hell
Unknown to one another
They know your eyes betray their spell

Down from heaven where you hide
You have demented all your pride
O’ give these faces holy glance
back their monumental trance

Your anger and your rage still silent
as I provoke that weakness too
So byouti-full, out of control
Your temper now is overwhelming

Is this the place you’re born for?
Is this the last frontier?
Is this the world we fight for?
Is this our sense of creed?

Winter souls regain their powers
to multiply the pain in you
Winter souls greed to bear silence
to take away all life from you!

And as I lay your head to sleep
silences echoes in your greed

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No-body Left To Blame

Until you put your spell on me
I did not know - who you are!
A little incantation now

You hypnotize the crowd

According to you
no-body else does matter now
According to you
nothing else does matter now

Your wings can spread around the world
Take all our sun away
Absorb the human pleasure dome

A lifetime in despair

I wonder how you lie to me
without the use of words?
I wonder why you came to me
without a look into my eyes?

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Chemicals

Lost in words of anticipation
Lost in words of revelations
23 and 5 resulting
Equally absorbed their sigh

And I need my chemicals
I need your chemicals

Are my dreams gone?

Are my words forgiven?
Are my deeds undone?
Am I now forgiven?

The walls of this chamber
were made to set you free
So soft, so clean
My friend, where have you been

I’m a revolutionary

A christian fairy tale
I’m a missionary
A visionary anarchist

I’m a full moon fever
I’m a non-believer
I have hope and I regret
I accept and I neglect

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Babylon

It´s kind of strange how
You put the blame away from you.
I understand now
we were in danger of ourselves!
What is our flesh for,
if not to feel our mortal shell!
What is our soul for,

if not to know we never die!

I try to face now
what I did never understand
What are these words you speak
why are they all unknown to me?

Welcome to babylon
The traitors’ homes of nower days
Come feel my terror

or watch the anger rise in me

You´d like to faint now,
to fall asleep into my arms
Where is your fate now
The one you spoke of in my arms

What was this war for,
if it is you who wins at last?
What is your word for,

if it is us who breaks the laws?

Detest my vices!
Watch the signs I´ve given you!
I speak of silence
and fear the sound of human kind!

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Colorblind

Would you care for color if you were blind?
Would you listen to my words if you could only see my lips move?
You search these faces for a smile, but you can’t see them with your eyes

Come to me,
Feel with me,
See with me,
This world has changed…….

The world has now forgotten you, for you have done that first!
Would you rather listen to the wind?
Would you rather search the stars for signs?
For it is us you live with, and we have never ever closed our eyes!

What do I need your comfort for?
if there is no place to live…
Your angel cheeks are stained with blood,
your hand evoking fear in me…

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People Watcher

Just like a hundred thousand snakes
You crawl around my legs
Without pride, a beggar for respect
How could you lose your self respect?

We see the signs and yes we learn from them

And still we never understand
Our hopes should not be buried yet alive,
but gain more strength with every smile

We see the stars´ eternal distance
As we reach out to take them home
Confused you speak of silence
As a scream ends in disguise

Your search for your excuses

One of hundreds of your tries
The past will gain your wisdom
The future through your lies

Lay down now all your weapons
To see the peace within your hands
We all move move further towards nowhere
To understand where we belong

Confused I speak of silence

As you start screaming to be heard
You gave up responsibility
There is a reason to your life

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Darker

I’m bursting all your bubbles
I’m cold while you deceive

I don’t care ’bout your troubles
I pray to get some sleep

Define the state of matter
Declare your eyes the war
You should have known it better
but still you wanted more

Mystical, not physical
Is there faith enough for all these souls

Hysterical, not logical
Is there room enough for all their shells?

Pale forces in fake environment
and biblical speeches so full of regret

Strange voices so full of agony
It sounds like it reaches deep into my head

Suffocate, deliberate

It is within, it is without
Gestures, eyes and invocations
It hides somewhere,
waiting - for he is yet to come…

I begged for answers all my life!
Is it true crime to say the truth?

This world is darker…
This life is darker…

…darker than before.

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Dead Souls Dreaming

And with these words you ask for justice?
And do your deeds make you feel better?
The sound of voices echoes deep into the touch
of my fingers, fragile, asking questions

You seemed like yourself…
until you slaughtered,
until you raped these feelings,
until you couldn’t tell apart,
what true and what false is in your life,
what dream or what reality is in your sleep.

And then you see them rising
Born into your sleep

Rising towards your horizon
Feel these
Dead souls dreaming
in your sleep

Last night I heard you speaking,
whisper in your sleep
You were talking about strangers,
longing for your dreams

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