Diorama - Amaroid

Amaroid

01. Logic friends
02. The girls
03. Dear brother
04. Helmets down
05. Friends we used to know
06. Someone dies
07. Random starlight
08. Prozac junkies
09. Unzerstört
10. Champagne for all
11. Odyssey into the vacuum
12. I hear the drums
13. Two boats

Logic friends

I can see you trough the wall
frozen in a monologue
all your dirty little secrets
almost every night

a thousand arctic eyes are weeping
only heard as echoes
numbing every other sound
all the symphonies of night

all their hands are reaching out
to draw the conscience off from my soul
to lure my viscious sanity
into the running river

oh you hearts so warm and true
let me sleep without fear
a last chance to listen
to the longest blackest night

aaah stay my logic friend forever

as our city lost its name
we have all been drunk and dazed

close to turn invisible
so tireless so true

in the disappearing night
in the brillance of your gaze
let your star keep me on course
wipe me out I’m the mistake

aaah stay my logic friend forever

all my logic friends come on my logic friends
come on my logic friends come on my logic friends
all my logic freinds come on my logic friends
come on my logic friends come on my logic friends

the city has lost its name
so tireless and true
the city has lost its name
so fare you well my friend

there is nothing but ice all around
learn to be invisible
the city has lost its name

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The girls

who blurred my view on islands even
trough the lsd

bombay blue dry sapphire fuel me further
fuel me further
I surf the wave of shame I laugh and say
you’re something else
I sing the cowards gospel black jack dance
on jukebox rotation

fuel me further

beyond the borderline you might get hurt

and I’m the reason
beyond the borderline I never said
we could afford it

the plan the origin of cocaine
glamour pussy dreams
the cut the dead-end-road the
hidden hunger phantom voice

the mind-corrupting lips the

outsider outsider
I’ll walk my own walk fuck the
talk what’s wrong with me
what’s wrong with…

fuel me further

loss enough for now loss enough for now
don’t start to cry don’t start to cray

the night the girls
have left forever

borderline complex

to think is not the way
to feel is not the way
th choke is not the way
to try is not the way

to run is not the way
to sneak is not the way
to faint is not the way
to starve is not the way

fuel me further

to speak is not the way
to scream is not the way
to lie is not the way

to fuck is not the way

to trust is not the way
to risk is not the way
to love is not the way
to hate is not the way

to burst is not the way
to freeze is not the way
to leave is not the way

to dream is not the way

fuel me further
please don’t go

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Dear brother

I am your doubt
your constant sin

the swollen shape
of your regrets

you make your way
to where I am
as you remain
inside the cold white room

brother shoot me down
kill me from within

brother shoot me down
kill me once again

I am the void
carved in your face
all eyes and ears
are bouncing off

don’t let a sound
seep through the wax

you left a friend
inside the cold white room

brother shoot me down
kill me from within
brother shoot me down
kill me once again

I’m the hurrican
in your water glass

stir me
stir me

I am your first step
into no man´s land
walk me
walk me

brother shoot me down
kill me from within

brother shoot me down
kill me once again

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Helmets down

brother are you safe where you are
beyond the exit signs beneath the trap doors
the youthful dream is always sent to sleep

behind a wall in a cold white room

brother there is nothing left to fear
no entwined opacity no regretting
all that we’ve been all we could have been
remains unharmed in a cold white room

helmets down we’ve lost the war
it’s not my fault I’ve been to far away

brother are you safe where you are
all the exit signs all the trap doors
the youthful dream is always sent to sleep
behind a wall in a cold white room

helmets down we’ve lost the war
it’s not my fault I’ve been too far away

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Friends we used to know

in emergency
I fire my thoughts at you
responding or not maybe
reacting or not you’ll be

turn around now
she’s killing with looks at ease
defending or not maybe

depending a lot I’ll be

and as we get lost deliver our souls
to each other we lose control
and start to bother about friends
we used to know

and as we get lost inside this dream
with each other nobody sees
or seems to notice that we’re losing

what we´re fighting for

while the moments pass
I watch every move you make
betray us or not who cares
surrender the heart that tears

as I catch your breath
you stand there and watch me bleed
we’ll blend into one maybe

but never apart you’ll see

turn around now

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Someone dies

am I talking? are you paying attention?
are these question to be asked
whe someone dies?

am I describing a picture that’s
slowly fading
and are we paling along these
fields of grey?

the play goes on
and my eyes will beam with gladness
what can be done
to fill the rigid rooms with movement?

have you been wrong
to just stop breathing without cause?
when all is gone
can I choose to follow you?

what else can be done?
you stare into the depth
if there lies a ground if there was
an eruption if it’s too late

you cry yourself pale you shine
what can be done?

the play goes on

what brought us here? are we in need of help?
are we drunk enough to fit into the scheme?
am I steady? do I look consistent?
have we amassed enough insignificance?

the play goes on

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Random starlight

random starlight meets a blind eye
seeking undiscovered self-importance
pleasant distance finds me still
slighly awaiting what is getting closer

the radio directs the hunters
into the shark aquarium
mother ship we’re doing fine
but somehow we lost contact

noble fractions out of
vague distractions
blurring relevance of
many details

the radio directs the hunters
into the shark aquarium
mother ship we’re doing fine
but somehow we lost contact

an overdose of frequency
a random line to lead the lost
the radius was not defined
and somehow we lost contact

as if it’s slowing down the fall

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Prozac junkies

different light different meaning
not imagined not unreal
don’t quit the friendship I’ll agree
prozac junkies like you

prozac junkies like me

no control no reservation
auto pilots by themselves
the invisible enemy
prozac junkies like you
prozac junkies like me

give us the needle
take control

give us the needle
lead us to believe we’re loved
prozac junkies always find a way
prozac junkies always find a way

I’m the origin drawing lines
from the mirror to the stars
vectors through infinity
and we’ll be living on love

give us the needle
take control
give us the needle
lead us to believe we’re loved
prozac junkies always find a way
prozac junkies always find it’s better like this
better like this better like this better this
better like this better like this better this

it’s better like this

give us the needle
take control

if only I could calm the dogs between my temples

and there is nothing you can change
there is nothing you can do
just wait until it’s over

wait until it’s over

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Unzerstört

Will ich dich vergessen?
Oder selbst vergessen sein?

Treibe ich taumelnd dir entgegen?
Unzerstört und nicht allein?

Ich leih dir mein Licht, ich leih dir
mein Leben, vergiss mich nicht.

Was nicht besteht ist nicht zerstörbar,
nur allein sein geht nicht.

Der Zusammenbruch ist nie passiert.
Ich bin bei dir, ich bin bei dir.
Der Zusammenbruch ist nie passiert.

Ich bin bei dir, ich bin bei dir.

Betäube mich zur Unkenntlichkeit,
verbleie mich ganz im Rausch.

Nie zuvor war ich dir näher,
nie zuvor habe ich gelebt.

Der Zusammenbruch ist nie passiert.
Ich bin bei dir, ich bin bei dir.

Sinnlos denke ich und bin ersetzt. Sinnlos denke ich

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Champagne for all

it is not that I cannot deal with it
or bear the punishment

give me the bullet I deserve
but it wasn’t my idea
there is no room for error
in a balanced house of cards
how the hell did it collapse
there was no wind at all

someone must have cut the leash
to corrupt the entertainment

maybe it was me
but it wasn’t my idea
northern light mentality
deadened inconceivable
I really try to feel ashamed
but i feel nothing at all

take a drag take a drag
may it stick inside your throat

may it cause you to forget
but it wasn’t my idea
be aware of me again
switch of your smile
delete the file
and look at me again

champagne for all
champagne for all

add your insanity to mine
and maybe there’s a way
maybe we’ll be safe

my desire is your desire
only in a different shape
a feedback in the matrix
but it wasn’t my idea
the mask is nice to wear

extremely accurate
und du weißt nicht
mit wem du sprichst
und nichts ist wie es scheint

these drops are killing me
how come they taste so sweet
what a meaningless joke
(but it wasn’t my idea)

take a drag take a drag
may it stick inside your throat
may it cause you to forget
but it wasn’t my idea
be aware of me again
switch off your smile
delete the file
and look at me again

champagne for all
champagne for all
add your insanity to mine
and maybe there’s a way
maybe we’ll be safe

all I am is the observer
of the total dissolution
of my ability to feel

but it wasn’t my idea

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Odyssey into the vacuum

integraded landslide
paler state of mind
exhausted by rebellion
that isn’t one

a sculpture of a menace
in company of fever
laugh about your prudence
only if you can

and the panic is ready to attack

lock yourself in silence
a noise of any colour

comfortable cohesion
it’s so much fun

harboured in the limelight
ravaged by normality
the world is yours to shun
quit thinking when you´re young

and the panic is ready to attack

my silent odyssey
into the vacuum
make me forget this world
lead me to another one

my swaying odyssey
into the vacuum
make me reflect this world
throw me off I am almost there

you never disappoint me
conscienciously arranged
the ways you paralyse me
and you just begun

like sorrow with a compass
dissolving into laughter
a wreck of fond affection
the error is creeping on

and the panic is ready to attack
I got you
and I don’t need anything else

I don’t care
I am not responsible
I wasn’t there
I was not responsible

let’s stare each other down
I bet I can stare you down

force - counterforce
to create a universe
here and nowhere else
to escape a universe
here and nowhere else

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I hear the drums

coz it’s not shown it won’t
be seen
by noone
the prison guards will keep
your records safe
inside their pockets
keep your pages blank

keep your screen empty
your thoughts tied to the tracks

coz it’s not shown it won’t
be seen
by noone
the prison guards will live
on your addiction
to analyse everything

analyse everything
analyse everything
analyse to keep them satisfied

I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost

I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost
I’m not yet lost I’m not yet lost

I hear the drums
I’m not yet lost

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Two boats

two boats struggle for balance
in a weightless field of trance

sway to stay protected
vanish never to return

I’m lost to the world
take me home don’t take me home

two boats ravaged by shockwaves
cover traces of rebellion

spirits who know gladness

live beyond the prison wall

I am in here waiting
frozen in a monologue

I am out there waiting
in search of undiscovered skies

take me on take me on
I am the cause I’m not the cause